So, I have discovered the joy of podcasts during my daily commutes. This is one I wanted to share, because it is literally life changing.
I have thought of Davey Blackburn often over the last 5 months. If you don't know who he is, google him. A young pastor with a growing church, and on an average day, his life changed forever when his wife is murdered in their home. During times when I couldn't understand why or how God could let us lose Caleb, I would often think of this man and how much more reason he had to question God. His loss was so much more random than ours; those men could have picked any house or any street. It was shocking.
Anyways, he started a podcast, and I can't list the amount of nuggets of wisdom I have gained from listening. God has spoken to me so much through this. If you are grieving from a loss that seems unbearable or if you just want guidance on how to have faith and strength during really rough times in life, take some time to listen to this podcast.